benevolentblue

wow i havent writen a journal entry in a while... well im still with Alain we are working through the hard times and the rough spots and making it happen but its hard to see eye to eye sometimes. moving around again im noe in North Carolina in the city where i was born. getting a job paying car insurance cell phone bill student loan buying tickets on the Greyhound to see Alain! buying stuff[shiny things]

oh i got into my first car accident...not as exciting as i thought it would be! it was boring... and i got a case of P.T.S.D. while i was watching Munich...where they blow up the guy in his bed. scared the SHIT out of me and i started crying because of the high pitched ringing....i just wasnt ready for something like that right after the accident...i was fine my anckle was swolen for about 2 days but some how i pulled through. i had the car for all of 11 day i hadn't even filled the gas tank once...all of about $36+ dollars went into that car...i lived right next to my job so i didnt use that much gas

I have started playing World Of Warcraft...it is awsome...[i am ashamed of myself] screenshot is coming after i post this entry.

anyways i hope you all are doing swell and i hope you are all fantastic while i am away for a little  while longer...got to buy  a car then a pc...i think i will actually get a laptop.

ttfn s to you all and happy birthday to all my friends that i have missed...sorry!

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O.o ... oops sorry lol i can't believe i haven't been on consistantly in like months...sorry

well i'm in college taking pre-vet classes [BiologyII, ChemistryI, and Arabic]
i think i love that language a lot more than English

and i'm kind of thinking of moving to Maryland ... i'm really considering it now that i am totally addicted to and can't stand being away from him.

so yeah hi to you all and i will try to get on here more often and post more picture

later taters

1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
-blood (the constriction and dilation in-

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, what are you touching?
-air. . . and my Coke Cola can…and the phone

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
-My younger brother playing my .hack//outbreak game

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
-11:30pm

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
-…I was fourteen minutes off 11:16

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
-currently playing on my sterio: "Animals" by Nickleback…very dirty song and .hack// sound fx

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-…8 something pm …chasing away the annoying girls my sister brought over to the house…somehow I always get the dirty jobs…lol!

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
-I was reading free Bleach manga downloads: www.bleachexile.com/?id=Media/…

9. What are you wearing?
-a bra and underwear [panties or undergarments…what ever you want to call'ems]

10. Did you dream last night?
-yes but they sucked really bad…I died again…my life sucks

11. When did you last laugh?
-when I saw this question…I'm a very optimistic person

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- umm, there's nothing except paint...and some boomerangs my dad got from Australia a couple years ago when he went on float

13. Seen anything weird lately?
-the inside of my belly button? Does that count? I really don't see a lot of thing that I would think were weird but that's just me you guys would probably think exploding pizza dough is weird…right?

14. What do you think of this quiz?
-It's kind of stupid and hilarious at the same time and it gave me something to do, lol

15. What is the last film you saw?
- …UNLEASHED

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy…..
-I would buy a house in Laurel, Maryland and one in southern California and one in Jacksonville, North Carolina and one in Colorado right around Denver

17. Tell me something about yourself that I don't know:
-I'm a sucker for dill pickles…not Kosher… "dill!!!"

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
-War would end…but that would upset the balance of the universe so world hunger but then humans would over populate the Earth and then it would make us all starve…AUGH!!!...nothing is you change one thing the whole thing falls apart

19. Do you like to dance?
-Yeah, sure? I can't dance though…I kind of dance inside my own house where no one important can see me and where my family dances just as bad.

20. George Bush:
-he's…nice? He should be FIRED!!! Oh yeah!

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
-Angel?

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
-Mati.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
-yes that would be cool

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
-"Back off my grill son! ...I mean daughter… I mean you're not a boy… you are a girl and so you must be a daughter…but that doesn't sound right…AUGH!!!DAMN IT ALL TO HELL!!!" and all of existence was plunged into the deep abyss of fire… "oops…" >w<

25. 6 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:

Kiriban? ~Rozlin just told me about this so i'm setting a limit if you catch me at 1500 then i'll draw my heart out because i can't do anything on my own right now i'll be sure to do as much detail as i can or even something small and cute like a bunnythe only thing i'm bad at is real people and machines[i don't have my tools to draw machines anymore]